Early mornings just make me feel better. I haven’t been having a good week at all but there’s just something about waking up to the sunshine as well as a less than usual irritated mother that makes all the difference!
Right now I’m just indulging myself in a giant bowl of some home made soup and preparing to walk to school. Yes you heard me right, walk. For those who know me, school is about ten minutes away by bus. According to google maps, walking to school will take me about 30 minutes. That’s not bad at all! The winter and fall months gave off a stigma of laziness and procrastination, but the coming of summer has suddenly hoisted me onto a platform of a new fitness regime. I plan to evolve into a sexy beast by the end of it, wish me luck!
As I’ve mentioned, I haven’t had the greatest week. It’s been a lot of internal battles and deep reflections but my remedy has been blogging and prayer. I’ve had a long and busy week surrounded by people but it felt like those old highschool days when you’re there with everyone, but not really there, if you could understand. Being alone has made me lonely but also allowed me the space to think. In these quiet times, I’ve learned quite a lot about myself. It’s funny how much you think about yourself when you’re forced to be alone. Anyway, in the time that I’ve had to myself, I’ve learned one thing, writing is something that I am absolutely in love with. I’ve been able to pick up blogging after reading my friends’ blogs. I found encouragement and inspiration in their thoughts and conveying of life within mere words. Since then, I’ve begun to explore the stories that I am able to tell and finding new ways to tell them.
For now my secret story blog* remains known to only one person seeing as how that person was my hugest inspiration and is one friend I’ve found the most comfort from in sharing my writing. Perhaps in the future, it’ll be open to the world (technically it is, they just have to figure out the url) Anyway, It has definitely made me feel better and has brought much clarity to my dim situations. Maybe it’s my narcissism and being in love with the way I sound on paper (or virtual webspace) but it’s something I’m definitely proud of and that’s got to be worth something! I’m starting my journey in pursuing this passion in hopes that I’ll be able to make a career out of it. Again, wish me luck! Or support me in prayer because those are always nice (:
*this is not the secret story blog in case you were wondering
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